En anglikansk prest, Jeffrey Steel, har nylig annonsert at han og hans familie (kone og seks barn) skal bli katolikker. Han skriver grundig og ganske personlig om hvordan han kom til denne overbevisninga:
I am writing to make the announcement that I am becoming a Roman Catholic along with my wife Rhea and our six children. I realise that this decision is going to make some really happy, some very sad and others possibily angry. But, I have made the decision with the deepest sense of integrity and by conscience. I would like to share a bit of my faith journey though there are many gaps here, it is descriptive of my heart over the past few months. This is not particularly an academic account of what I have done in my studies but rather the spiritual wrestling that went on within me. The announcement was made this morning in all three parishes where I serve and is now a matter of public knowledge. My reception into Holy Mother Church is forthcoming.
My PhD studies really set me on my Catholic journey in a deep theological way though I did not realise it at the time. I have been looking at Bishop Lancelot Andrewes as a catalyst for ecumenism with the Catholic Church in the area of Eucharistic sacrifice. Andrewes was in regular dialogue with S. Robert Bellarmine SJ and it is in this dialogue and Andrewes’ other writings that I saw how Catholic he was with regards to the Eucharist being the Christian offering which consisted of more than a sacrifice of praise and thanksgiving. It was and is propitiatory as well as other things.
Han skriver videre om hvordan han kjempa med denne avgjørelsen i vinter og vår, og bl.a. var i Roma og ba ved Peters grav. Han legger også til at det ikke er lett å gi opp alt han har hatt, identitet, jobb, bosted etc., for å bli katolikk: sometimes crossing the Tiber looks like an easier swim than it really is. I told my Catholic bishop that I sometimes feel like the Tiber has stretched as wide as the Atlantic and I’ve been cast into the middle and told to swim. He said, ‘yes, Jeffrey but there are devices out there to keep you above water, grab onto them and do not fear.’
Fr Longenecker skriver også litt om dette, og om sine egne år som anglikansk prest.